Half A World Away

Its hard when you have those moments when you need someone there and everyone is at least 16 hours behind you. Even if help is offered, what can you do? I’m not one to really WANT to talk openly about my true personal problems. And crying hysterically on Skype doesn’t allow me to be physically consoled. So I just bottle it up and deal with it myself. I suppose it’s garnered me a considerable amount of strength to self-soothe when no one is near to help. It’s happening now and it’s bound to happen again. I don’t know what sort of person I’ll be when I get back.